HEI KAMU !
apa yang harus kulakukan ,
ketika air matamu terjatuh ,
ketika matamu sayu dan berat menopang air matamu yang akhirnya jatuh itu ,
ketika kau dilanda perasaan galau dan amarahmu ,
perasaan sedihmu tepatnya ..
apa ?
aku , aku mungkin seseorang yang mempunyai masa lalu yang kelam dan panjang .
tapi hei , ini masaku yang sekarang , dan mungkin ini masa depanku ..
lihatlah yang kedepan ,
jangan lihat yang dibelakang ,
sesuatu yang dibelakang itu hanya membuat satu kata pahit ,
yaitu penyesalan .
aku bukanlah seorang penggombal yang berucap sama kepada semua orang ,
aku bukanlah juga seorang manusia yang selalu tepat dengan kenyataannya ,
inilah aku dengan diriku yang selalu mencoba menjadi apa yang kumau ,
dan menjadi apa yang kau mau .
disaat kau menemukan kesedihanmu ,
aku rela menjadi tong sampah ,
rela menjadi orang bodoh ,
rela menjadi cerewet ,
rela menjadi orang gila ,
rela menjadi orang yang ga penting didepan emosi amarah atau kesedihanmu
hingga kau bisa melakukan suatu kegiatan kecil yang kuharapkan .
apa itu ?
yaitu senyumanmu .
senyuman yang sangat susah untuk ku dapatkan ketika kau menjadi bisu .
bisu yang melanda dirimu itu tak hanya satu saat saja ,
bisa dalam beberapa saat kau betah dengan keadaanmu .
orang bilang kalau menghadapi orang yang sedang emosi ataupun sedih ,
orangnya didiemin dulu .
bagiku ? ada benarnya , tapi pada akhirnya salah .
karna aku tau , orang sepertimu tak akan betah dengan keadaan diam itu ,
aku percaya dan sangat percaya jika pada akhirnya nanti kau pun akan memberikanku senyumanmu itu :)
hebat kan aku ? ^^
hei kamu , percaya padaku ,
ini bukan gombalan ,
ini bukan kata2 bualan ,
ini bukan kata2 kebohongan ,
ini bukan kata2 yang maya ,
dengarkan ,
"sekarang , tiap matahati terbit , ku temukan cinta dihatiku , tak hanya dalam perkataan sayang , ini besar dan tak bisa dinilai dengan apapun itu . tak hanya cinta biasa , percaya atau tidak , ini satusatunya cinta yang kurasakan . cinta yang hadir hidup ada dan muncul dari seseorang di dunia baruku yang tak kuduga sama sekali . aku ingin menjadikanmu yang terakhir dan aku harap itu BISA bagiku . dan aku harap cintaku tak sekedar cinta yang diucapkan hanya untuk sementara waktu saja , tapi untuk beberapa waktu , tepatnya beberapa tahun . mengertilah bahwa ini bukanlah hanya perkataanku . ini adalah keinginanku , dan ini harapanku untuk masa depanku :)"
aku mau kamu ngerti ,
aku mau kamu tau ,
ini aku , ini diriku ,
jangan liat masa laluku ,
tapi liat masa depanku ,
dan masa sekarangku ,
ini aku buat kamu ,
ini aku yang nyayangin kamu ,
ini aku yang ngeharepin kamu ,
ini aku yang dambain kamu ,
ini aku yang cinta sm kamu ,
ini aku yang pengen sama kamu terus ,
ini aku yang tergila2 sama kamu ,
ini aku yang cuma punya kamu ,
ini ni ni ni aku :)
seandainya kubisa memutar waktu tuk menjadi mereka ,
ku berjanji tuk menjadi milikmu yang utuh ,
terkadang aku merasa kesal menjadi diriku ,
aku ingin sekali menjadikanmu manusia terakhir ,
satusatunya dan terkakhir dihatiku ,
agar aku bisa menjalankan masa depanku dengan bahagia tentunya :')
bisa kah itu terjadi ?
tuhan , tolong lindungi dia saat ia tak ada bersamaku ..
lindungi dia dari segala sesuatu buruk yang mungkin akan menimpanya atau sedang menimpanya ..
hei kamu ,
aku ingin ini tak berlangsung secara sementara ,
aku serius , harapanku banyak sekali , mungkin sudah tersebut banyak di kalimat2 yang berputar diatas kata2ku ini --
kali ini sedang apa kau di kegalauanmu ?
aku merindukanmu ,
sangat merindukanmu walaupun tiap hariku diisi penuh bersamamu ,
aku harap saat kau selesai membaca ini kau akan tersenyum :)
berhenti terdiam dalam dunia malammu ,
berhenti terdiam dalam dunia hampamu itu ,
lihatlah ayo , esok harimu akan menjadi cerah kembali ,
kau masih mempunyai keluarga kecilmu yang bisa membuatmu tersenyum indah seperti biasanya ,
menjadi seseorang yang bisa menjaga orang2 tersayangmu ,
dan dijaga orang2 tersayangmu , termasuk aku :)
malam ini tidak kalbu ,
malam ini harusnya terang ,
kamu tau ?
sebentar lagi aku pun akan membuatsengsara hidup si DIA yang membuat malamku ini menjadi sendu ini
dia pantas menerimanya , bukan ?
pasti pantas , karena dia sudah membuat orang tersayangku menjadi diam dalam kata2nya malam ini .
holahop !
ayo tersenyum , sudah , sudah belum ? :)
aku akan tetap disini , mengetik beberapa puluh atau ratus kata lagi untuk membuatmu tersenyum ,
senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum senyum :D
lihat bukan , bagaimana kerjaku untuk membuat bintangku kembali terang lagi ?
rela manjadi apa saja agar dia tersenyum kembali :)
mungkin sudah cukup aku memberi kata2 yang berputar2 sedari tadi aku membicarakan ini .
ayo tersenyum mari tersenyum dan tetap tersenyum ,
dan ini senyumanku untukmu , STAR ☆☺
⑳11
⑫-⑳10
Senin, 30 Mei 2011
everyday with you :)
my new song , track 3 of 24 :D
hahaha
for the first time looking at you
there's no feeling in my mind
for the next time looking at you
i was feeling so comfort
you give me some happiness
bring some spirit in my empty life
hei you , what are you doing to me ? :)
i think i love you
i think i find someone who was appeal me
like you do
oh god , your sparkle make me feel flying high
more and more i like you
until you get sick for 3 days
i try to ask you , hei "you" truely i miss you
tell you tell you
bring you to my life to be my last love
hope i hope i
can stop my another world and it stop from you
i'll said i'll said
i love you i love you oh i love you
everyday with you
like everyday with "superstar"
and i can't lie my self
i try to keep this feeling to you
but tonight is the time
that i will fall for you
yes , because i love you
and would you be my love ? :)
hahaha
for the first time looking at you
there's no feeling in my mind
for the next time looking at you
i was feeling so comfort
you give me some happiness
bring some spirit in my empty life
hei you , what are you doing to me ? :)
i think i love you
i think i find someone who was appeal me
like you do
oh god , your sparkle make me feel flying high
more and more i like you
until you get sick for 3 days
i try to ask you , hei "you" truely i miss you
tell you tell you
bring you to my life to be my last love
hope i hope i
can stop my another world and it stop from you
i'll said i'll said
i love you i love you oh i love you
everyday with you
like everyday with "superstar"
and i can't lie my self
i try to keep this feeling to you
but tonight is the time
that i will fall for you
yes , because i love you
and would you be my love ? :)
Jumat, 13 Mei 2011
sebuah catatan penyesalan mendalamku :')
hanya disini kau bisa tau bgaimana aku kala itu
aku menunggumu kala itu,
tepat disini, masih kuingat jelas suasana waktu itu. .
kau mulai pergi k duniamu jauh disana,
hingga rasanya tanganku trlalu pendek dan rapuh untuk meraihmu kmbali,
hei, kau brsenang2 disana,
aku rasa kau mulai lupa pada bintangmu. . trnyata benar kau mndapat sinar lain dsana
di kota kerinduanmu, dikota mu di dunia lama mu. .
kau masih tepat seperti superstarku,
sinarmu kian berbinar mengaburkan pandanganku akan bayangmu disana,
meninggalkan bintang kecil yg smakin redup sinarnya bersama kotak kecil yg senantiasa ia dekap, sampai kau datang menjemputnya lg dan membuka brsama kotak itu.
aku hanya bisa trtawa ikut bhagia mndngarkan stiap kisahmu,
tanpa kau prnah tau apa kata dalam batinku. .
tanpa kau sadar brkecamuknya batinku meneriakan
"tolong temani aku!"
semakin hari smakin hilang bayangmu dimataku,
sampai tiba 1hr sblum hari dambaku. .
Yeah, kau pulang bintang superku :')
mataku mncoba menerawang k dalam mu,
tak sepenuhnya kutemukan kau disana. .
Hei benar, trnyata kau mmbwa dua sinar lain dr duniamu
sesekali kubuka kotak yg senantiasa ku dekap dan kujaga benar2 jauh2 hari.
membuka dan melihat isi kotak itu dgn mata nanar.
"buang kotak itu jauh2!"
sebuah suara marah trdengar dlm benak labil ku.
tapi bintang kecilmu tetap mmpertahankan kotak yg teramat spesial baginya itu smpai malam impiannya datang, dan dia akan menikmati isi kotak itu brsama pemiliknya. .
Sekali lagi bintang kecil itu menjaganya dgn senyum penuh harap :')
hari itu pun tiba, hari yg sampai saat ini tak ingin lg kujumpa. .
Tak ingin lg ku ingat, tak ingin lg terbersit bhkan hanya lalu dalam sel otakku
tepat malam itu aku menunggumu datang membawakan senyumku yg kurasa hilang,
yg kurasa kala itu sulit kulakukan
memancarkan sinarku lg yg entah drmana lg bisa kudapatkan. .
tak sangka hanya dgn sebuah pesan kau runtuhkan harapan sang bintang.
detik itu juga ku buang kotak yg senantiasa kujaga itu,
isinya brhamburan jelas d depan mataku yg semakin nanar.
kau tau apa isi kotak itu?
Itu adalah janjimu tentang malam itu,
janji yg mungkin kau anggap kecil,
tapi teramat indah dalam anganku. .
sekejap batinku trgenang kegalauan malam dan linangan sakit ku. .
semua hiruk pikuk kesenangan tngah malam tak lg kudengar gemanya d gendang telinga ku,
dimana kau kala itu? apakau pernah sekejap saja memikirkan aku?
Apa pernah sekejap saja trbesit d otakmu,
hei, aku menunggumu?!
Dimana saja kau kala aku butuh km waktu itu?
Dimana kau kala aku hanya ingin kamu di malam ku. .
Dimana kau kala harusnya sinarku yg brbinar bersama mu?
Dimana kau saat seharusnya janjimu buatku.
Dimana kau kala airmata sepiku jatuh, dan kuharap kau menghapusnya dr pipiku
dimana kau kala aku ingin kau berkata "aku disini buat km"
dimana kau saat aku merasa, aku tak pernah menginginkanmu smpai sperti ini kecuali hanya untk malam itu. .
Betapa aku sangat menginginkanmu disini
egois. mungkin memang itu aku.
Tapi, bisakah sejenak kau tengok aku dan batinku yg terkoyak dan tersayat sepi?
sejenak kau pikirkan aku.
Sejenak kau temani aku,
sejenak kau kemari dan mghapus air mataku. .
Inginku berteriak
itu malam ku,
itu desember ku,
itu seharusnya untukku,
aku seharusnya tak sendiri,
harusnya tak kurasakan lg desember seperti ini,
harusnya aku yg brsama mu,
harusnya itu taun pertama kita
dan
harusnya kau disini untuk aku !!
Itulah sekilas mengenai diary depresiku :')
nb : no editing , asli
aku menunggumu kala itu,
tepat disini, masih kuingat jelas suasana waktu itu. .
kau mulai pergi k duniamu jauh disana,
hingga rasanya tanganku trlalu pendek dan rapuh untuk meraihmu kmbali,
hei, kau brsenang2 disana,
aku rasa kau mulai lupa pada bintangmu. . trnyata benar kau mndapat sinar lain dsana
di kota kerinduanmu, dikota mu di dunia lama mu. .
kau masih tepat seperti superstarku,
sinarmu kian berbinar mengaburkan pandanganku akan bayangmu disana,
meninggalkan bintang kecil yg smakin redup sinarnya bersama kotak kecil yg senantiasa ia dekap, sampai kau datang menjemputnya lg dan membuka brsama kotak itu.
aku hanya bisa trtawa ikut bhagia mndngarkan stiap kisahmu,
tanpa kau prnah tau apa kata dalam batinku. .
tanpa kau sadar brkecamuknya batinku meneriakan
"tolong temani aku!"
semakin hari smakin hilang bayangmu dimataku,
sampai tiba 1hr sblum hari dambaku. .
Yeah, kau pulang bintang superku :')
mataku mncoba menerawang k dalam mu,
tak sepenuhnya kutemukan kau disana. .
Hei benar, trnyata kau mmbwa dua sinar lain dr duniamu
sesekali kubuka kotak yg senantiasa ku dekap dan kujaga benar2 jauh2 hari.
membuka dan melihat isi kotak itu dgn mata nanar.
"buang kotak itu jauh2!"
sebuah suara marah trdengar dlm benak labil ku.
tapi bintang kecilmu tetap mmpertahankan kotak yg teramat spesial baginya itu smpai malam impiannya datang, dan dia akan menikmati isi kotak itu brsama pemiliknya. .
Sekali lagi bintang kecil itu menjaganya dgn senyum penuh harap :')
hari itu pun tiba, hari yg sampai saat ini tak ingin lg kujumpa. .
Tak ingin lg ku ingat, tak ingin lg terbersit bhkan hanya lalu dalam sel otakku
tepat malam itu aku menunggumu datang membawakan senyumku yg kurasa hilang,
yg kurasa kala itu sulit kulakukan
memancarkan sinarku lg yg entah drmana lg bisa kudapatkan. .
tak sangka hanya dgn sebuah pesan kau runtuhkan harapan sang bintang.
detik itu juga ku buang kotak yg senantiasa kujaga itu,
isinya brhamburan jelas d depan mataku yg semakin nanar.
kau tau apa isi kotak itu?
Itu adalah janjimu tentang malam itu,
janji yg mungkin kau anggap kecil,
tapi teramat indah dalam anganku. .
sekejap batinku trgenang kegalauan malam dan linangan sakit ku. .
semua hiruk pikuk kesenangan tngah malam tak lg kudengar gemanya d gendang telinga ku,
dimana kau kala itu? apakau pernah sekejap saja memikirkan aku?
Apa pernah sekejap saja trbesit d otakmu,
hei, aku menunggumu?!
Dimana saja kau kala aku butuh km waktu itu?
Dimana kau kala aku hanya ingin kamu di malam ku. .
Dimana kau kala harusnya sinarku yg brbinar bersama mu?
Dimana kau saat seharusnya janjimu buatku.
Dimana kau kala airmata sepiku jatuh, dan kuharap kau menghapusnya dr pipiku
dimana kau kala aku ingin kau berkata "aku disini buat km"
dimana kau saat aku merasa, aku tak pernah menginginkanmu smpai sperti ini kecuali hanya untk malam itu. .
Betapa aku sangat menginginkanmu disini
egois. mungkin memang itu aku.
Tapi, bisakah sejenak kau tengok aku dan batinku yg terkoyak dan tersayat sepi?
sejenak kau pikirkan aku.
Sejenak kau temani aku,
sejenak kau kemari dan mghapus air mataku. .
Inginku berteriak
itu malam ku,
itu desember ku,
itu seharusnya untukku,
aku seharusnya tak sendiri,
harusnya tak kurasakan lg desember seperti ini,
harusnya aku yg brsama mu,
harusnya itu taun pertama kita
dan
harusnya kau disini untuk aku !!
Itulah sekilas mengenai diary depresiku :')
nb : no editing , asli
Rabu, 20 April 2011
So, which b'day are you in ?
JANUARY=PIMP
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE.
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable.
Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them MFE.
FEBRUARY=THUG
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Resend this in 5 min. and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match. ♥
MARCH=GORGEOUS
Drop dead gorgeous!!! Attractive personality. Very sexy!!. Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others . Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! Can love as much as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! A very big flirt!and quiet the charmer. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of the other 11 months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.likes to keep theyre crushes kinda secret.pretty much flawless If you repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your new love in 8 days.
APRIL=SEXY
Suave and compromising.. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic.. Hot but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that’s caught your eye will introduce themselves and you will realize at
you are very much alike in the next 2 days.
MAY=LOVER
Hella sexy, loves sex n making luv, tends to be SOOOOO hott!! Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. if you do not repost this in the next 5 mins. someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.
JUNE =FINEASS
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takesrep pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 day
JULY=GANGSTA
You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody with a JUNE brithday. It is also more likely than that you have a massive record collection. When it comes to films, you know how to pick them and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you’ve got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly become one of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.
AUGUST=ATTITUDE
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. self control. kind hearted. Self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of “that someone”. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by “no pain no gain” caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious.. independent. strong willed. a fighter. repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month.
SEPTEMBER=PIMP
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Makes right choices. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Does not harm others. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt and hard to recover. Daydreamer and does fullfill. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will kiss the one that you been wanting…
OCTOBER=HOTTIE
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. Repost in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month.
NOVEMBER=SWEETIE
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck.. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak to much in the next 4 days.
DECEMBER=BEAUTY
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A real speed demon. Has more than one best friend. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Resend this in 5 min. and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match. ♥
MARCH=GORGEOUS
Drop dead gorgeous!!! Attractive personality. Very sexy!!. Affectionate & Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Chatterbox! Loves to talk alot! Loves to get their way! . Unbelievable kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn in the most way possible! Loves to get noticed! Willing to take risks for others. Makes good choices. Has a great fashion sense! Maybe a little too popular with others . Outgoing and crazy at times! Intelligent. Can sometimes be a heartbreaker! Can love as much as possible! Hates insults. Loves compliments! A very big flirt!and quiet the charmer. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. The best in bed out of the other 11 months!! Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.likes to keep theyre crushes kinda secret.pretty much flawless If you repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your new love in 8 days.
APRIL=SEXY
Suave and compromising.. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive.. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic.. Hot but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that’s caught your eye will introduce themselves and you will realize at
you are very much alike in the next 2 days.
MAY=LOVER
Hella sexy, loves sex n making luv, tends to be SOOOOO hott!! Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. if you do not repost this in the next 5 mins. someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.
JUNE =FINEASS
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you. You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takesrep pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 day
JULY=GANGSTA
You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have a very attractive partner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody with a JUNE brithday. It is also more likely than that you have a massive record collection. When it comes to films, you know how to pick them and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you’ve got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly become one of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.
AUGUST=ATTITUDE
outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. self control. kind hearted. Self confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be loved. hates studying. in need of “that someone”. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by “no pain no gain” caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious.. independent. strong willed. a fighter. repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month.
SEPTEMBER=PIMP
Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Makes right choices. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Does not harm others. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt and hard to recover. Daydreamer and does fullfill. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable. Someone to have close to you. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will kiss the one that you been wanting…
OCTOBER=HOTTIE
Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. Repost in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month.
NOVEMBER=SWEETIE
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck.. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak to much in the next 4 days.
DECEMBER=BEAUTY
This straight-up means ur the most good-looking Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.
this post i re-post by. radennorman :)
Selasa, 05 April 2011
ini buat kamu :)
kau datang tanpa terduga
bersama kisah kau hadirkan cinta
ini tak ku sangka
sangat tak ku duga
bahwa hatiku memang memilihmu
hei kau , apakah kau merasakan hal yang sama terhadapku ?
aku ragu akan itu
aku bagaikan kerang , yang bersisi lain
dan kau bagaikan ikan yang mengelilinginya , yang bersisi sama
aku takut untuk menyatakannya
aku takut , sangat takut
aku takut kau diam
aku pikir aku lanjuti saja ini semua
dengan kisah yang berserakan didalam pikiran
dengan cerita yang ternoda didalam angan
dan disaat waktunya tiba
aku membuka isi dalam kerangku
kau tau isinya apa ?
ya , itu adalah sebuah mutiara
bukan mutiara biasa
melainkan mutiara yang berbeda indahnya
seperti hatiku yang berbeda ucapannya
aku berikan itu kepadamu
isi dalam kerang itu , isi dalam hatiku itu
aku beruntung
sangat beruntung memberikan itu kepadamu
karena ternyata kau tidak pergi dari pandanganku
waktu demi waktu berlalu
perasaan yang menjadi-jadi semakin memakan pikiranku
aku ingin memilikimu , wahai bintangku
aku ingin menanyakan sesuatu
sesuatu yang dipikir mungkin itu bodoh untuk dinyatakan
akhirnya , aku nyatakan dengan gerakan
gerakan , gambar , tulisan dan senyuman :)
aku coba menahan semua godaan
godaan yang termakan oleh kebiasaan
yang memang ternyata tidak bisa untuk ditahan
hei aku melepaskan sesuatu
sesuatu yang terasa hangat jika disentuh
terasa bergetar jika kau rasakan
terasa tinggi dalam pikiran jika kau mendalamkannya
bersama hujan yang menemaninya
aku pikir itu indah
waktu masih berlalu , semakin panjang dan memanjang
dan disaat kita bersama , berhadapan
aku berikan , lebih tepatnya kuberi tau
sesuatu yang ingin kukatakan
tetapi kita hanya berbincang
berbincang dalam kata2 saja
dan sebuah kalimat darimu membuatku tersenyum bahagia untuk saat itu
lebih tepatnya aku bahagia dan terkejut
tak kusangka itu terjadi
sampai saat itu aku memberikan lagi
sesuatu yang mungkin tak kau fikirkan sejak awal
dan tak kau harapkan saat itu juga
tapi kau inginkan sejak beberapa saat yang telah berlalu
apakah kau menerima sesuatu itu ?
aku harap kau menerimanya ,
itu sangat berharga
berharga untuk hidupku
aku serius :)
tertunggu , dan ku tunggu
sampai sebuah kejadian besar menimpa seperti halilintar
aku tersedak dalam ruang
ruang sempit yang membuat otakku terhimpit
dihimpit dan tak bisa untuk berfikir
aku biarkan lagi itu berlalu
aku lelah untuk berfikir
sampai pada saat waktunya tiba
di malam hari , malam sunyi bagiku
aku berdiri diatas kayu-kayu yang tersusun berjejeran
sambil ku dendangkan nada dan kata yang terucap dari pikiran
dan melihat sekeliling yang ramai dan sesak untuk dilihat
melelahkan sekali
waktu menunjukkan diangka yang sudah sangat malam
aku masih diam dalam hatiku , tetapi hanya berucap dengan senyum kepadamu
aku sudah tak berdaya
hampir tak bernyawa
dan memang , ku akui aku putus asa
satu , dua , tiga
hai kau mengucapkannya !
kau membuatku tak dapat berkata-kata
kau membuatku kembali merasakannya
rasa yang sudah redup rapuh dan hilang
kau biarkan aku merasakannya kembali
ya , ku akui lagi aku bahagia
(terlihat bukan , ada banyak kebahagiaan dalam cerita ini)
kau membuatku kuat untuk menjalani ini
kau membuatku bisa berfikir kembali
inilah yang aku harapkan
setiap detik
setiap menit
setiap jam
setiap hari
setiap minggu
setiap bulan
dan setiap waktunya
aku merasa bahagia
sangat bahagia
emosi sesaat hanya bertahan tak lebih dari batas maksimal
dan sang hujan pun masih tetap menemaniku
hari-hariku terasa semakin indah
dari senyummu kutemukan arti yang berbeda
arti dari semua yang kucari tlah kutemukan disini
disini , bersamamu , di dirimu
i.ve found you :)
persamaan dari sebuah sikap
membuat ini semua semakin mendekat
mendekat dan melekat
sampai sekarang juga , rasa yang kurasakan sejak awal masih tetap
tak berkutik , semakin membesar dan bertambah
sebut saja semakin berkembang
itulah yang selalu kurasakan
bahagia selalu setiap saat
dan rasa itu selalu ada dpikiranku
hei kamu ,
I love you :)
by. my note
Kamis, 10 Maret 2011
flower pot :)
Alex Chu – 화분 (Flowerpot)
멀리서 멀리서 멀리서 그대가 오네요
Meol-li-seo meol-li-seo meol-li-seo geu-dae-ga o-ne-yo
이 떨리는 마음을 어떻게 말해야 하나요
I ddeol-li-neun ma-eum-eul eo-ddeoh-ge mal-hae-ya ha-na-yo
그댄 처음부터 나의 마음을 빼앗고
Geu-dae ch’eo-eum-bu-t’eo na-eui ma-eum-eul bbae-at-go
나을수 없는 병을 내게 주었죠
Na-eul-su eobs-neun byeong-eul nae-ge ju-eott-jyo
화분이 될래요 나는 늘 기도하죠
Hwa-pun-i doe-rae-yo na-neun neul gi-do-ha-jyo
*난 그대 작은 창가에 화분이 될게요
Nan geu-dae ja-keun ch’ang-ga-e hwa-pun-i doe-ge-yo
아무 말 못해도 바랄 수 없어도
A-bu mal mot-hae-do ba-ral su eob-seo-do
가끔 그대의 미소와 손길을 받으며
Ga-ggeum geu-dae-eui mi-so-wa son-gil-eul ba-deu-myeo
잠든 그대 얼굴 한없이 볼 수 있겠죠
Jam-deun geu-dae eol-gul han-eob-seo bol su itt-gett-jyo
멀리도 멀리도 멀리도 그대가 가네요
Meol-li-do meol-li-do meol-li-do geu-dae-ga ga-ne-yo
떨어지는 눈물을 어떻게 달래야 하나요
Ddeol-eo-ji-neun nun-mul-eul eo-ddeoh-ge dal-hae-ya ha-na-yo
그댄 처음부터 나의 마음을 가졌고
Geu-dae ch’eo-eum-bu-t’eo na-eui ma-eum-eul ga-jyeott-go
나을 수 없는 병을 앓게 한 거죠
Nan-eul su eobs-neun myeong-eul anh-ge han-geo-jyo
화분이 되고픈 나는 늘 기도하죠
Hwa-pun-i doe-go-p’eun na-neun neul gi-do-ha-jyo
*난 그대 작은 창가에 화분이 될게요
Nan geu-dae ja-keun ch’ang-ga-e hwa-pun-i doe-ge-yo
아무 말 못해도 바랄 수 없어도
A-bu mal mot-hae-do ba-ral su eob-seo-do
가끔 그대의 미소와 손길을 받으며
Ga-ggeum geu-dae-eui mi-so-wa son-gil-eul ba-deu-myeo
잠든 그대 얼굴 한없이 볼 수 있겠죠
Jam-deun geu-dae eol-gul han-eob-seo bol su itt-gett-jyo
*난 그대 작은 창가에 화분이 될게요
Nan geu-dae ja-keun ch’ang-ga-e hwa-pun-i doe-ge-yo
아무 말 못해도 바랄 수 없어도
A-bu mal mot-hae-do ba-ral su eob-seo-do
가끔 그대의 미소와 손길을 받으며
Ga-ggeum geu-dae-eui mi-so-wa son-gil-eul ba-deu-myeo
잠든 그대 얼굴 한없이 볼 수 있겠죠
Jam-deun geu-dae eol-gul han-eob-seo bol su itt-gett-jyo
Rabu, 23 Februari 2011
KISAHKU *lirik*
tak ada lagi rasa cinta
yang kini kurasa
setelah sekian lama
aku bersamanya
tak ada lagi rasa
yang telah tercipta
apakah ini semua
begini adanya
dan kini engkau hadir
membawakan rasa
yang telah sekian lama
tak ku dapatkannya
apakah ini salah
untuk ku terima
bahagia yang kurasa
inilah adanya
kamu bisa membuatku terbawa
dalam dunia bersama kisah ini
cerita cinta yang tak bisa ku tuah
di dunia dan inilah kisahku
Senin, 24 Januari 2011
but i can.t *lirik*
baby , i close my eyes
i try to forget you , in my life
baby , i close my mine
i wanna stop , to loving you
but i can.t, i can.t lie my self
that i love you so , so much
but i can.t .. i can.t
every in my dreams, it.s all about you
'cause everything i do i just to thinking of you
it.s only in my dreams, i can see ur face<
and i love you so
because your beautiful , i kept my heart from someone else all of my life
baby with , baby with you
baby with , baby with you
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